Farewell Evening Rain

Farewell Evening Rain

I had to go and you knew that

Things just were not right here for me.

I knew I had hurt you too much

And the feeling I had given you was too heavy

Plunging you into the sea of aches

Always struggling alone.

Certainly, I am not worth of that Love.

During my absence, did it give you time

To think of ways you can escape from the pains?

Did something work?

You always told me that my absence

Is like bathing with the evening rain.

I felt bad too and Thus, I had to go.

Now that I’m packing up my things

Tears are also rolling down from eyes

The evening rain visits me too

I know I had pinned you much pains

Enough for me to park the ink of our story.

A freezing throat and trembling shoulders

Biting my lips with the thundering heartbeats

Why am I feeling this way

When I thought I am ready to go?

You are standing there, just watching me.

A shadow of oblivion blankets your vision

I am sorry for all the pains

This is the only way I know

To stop the evening rain, I must go.

I admit, I feel the fears of detached

And to shed the tears is the only way I can do

I know you can feel the pain

Trapped inside my heart.

I am not worth of your love.

Please understand, but this story

Will always be in my heart.

January 07, 2012

Berumezon 102, Mitaka Shi

12:43 a.m.