The
calendar says that a good time is coming,
But
my heart doesn’t wish it were here,
They say it would be the very greatest time in the whole of the year;
They say it would be the very greatest time in the whole of the year;
Which
I believed...yes, which I did believe!
I
can remember that I had been counting each day on my fingers
The
weeks that must pass before Santa Claus comes.
Till
the music of excitement stopped!
When
the snowflakes came down
And
I remembered nothing but Santa Claus’ frozen lips
The
stillness of the environment
Dried
and confused petals scattered on the ground
Plunging
myself into the ocean of heartbreaking tears
Nostalgia
pains me against an empty stocking.
He
perfectly knew what I wish to receive
Yet,
Santa Claus is no longer coming.
The
wind screams so sharp
And
the black butterfly resting after an evening rain
Falling
leaves everywhere...
Branches
are turning down.
Then
the shadows of oblivion all over the place.
No
serenity...just a hunger of longing
The
biting pain worsening my sick self.
The
cold is here...the winters of my grief...
My
fingers are numbed
One,
two, three and a deep breath
Santa
Claus wont come on Christmas Eve!
Then
who will fill my stockings?
When
Mom and Dad are no longer here...
September
19, 2015
4:15
p.m.
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